' PRE-OWNED '

The time and moments that I spend loving you

 were so beautiful yet  painful

I knew you loved someone else 

but still I couldn't stop being hopeful .

you were the person I longed for , who was deeply struck inside my head

I loved you but you loved her instead .

I knew I can't make your heart feel something it won't

cause I knew your heart was already pre-owned.

I tried to erase your memories , erase my one sided love 

but I couldn't forget you because you were destined for me from above .

Never ending rain , tears shade again an again 

but I thought if you were happy I will be happy too , even if it's with pain.

                                                                                                                                      -Nyctophilia