YOU

The time and moments that I spend loving you  were so beautiful yet  painful I knew you loved someone else  but still I couldn't stop being hopeful . you were the person I longed for , who was deeply struck inside my head I loved you but you loved her instead . I knew I can't make your heart feel something it won't cause I knew your heart was already pre-owned. I tried to erase your memories , erase my one sided love  but I couldn't forget you because you were destined for me from above . Never ending rain , tears shade again an again  but I thought if you were happy I will be happy too , even if it's with pain.                                                                                                      ...

                                                  Last spring , I saw you by coincidence but this spring I want to hold your hand and walk with confidence.  I will stand by you , look towards you , even though you don't know about love yet . I will stand by you , try to protect you , even though you don't know about me yet.  As my heart becomes closer to you, the world becomes more beautiful As I fall asleep thinking of you , all my dreams seem to come true. I want to walk with you, whatever path we take  hoping our love doesn't turn out to be fake ! I am right in front of you, right here  I just want you to say ,' yes even I do care'.                                                             ...

  Your sad eyes  and  your silent stories ,   whirled  together in my heart that night . I was mesmerized by your mysterious image and I lost my one an only soul , at the first sight . My eyes naturally started following you ,  each and every step you used to take . I knew you were my first teen love ,  without any second-thought or mistake. you warmly shine on my icy heart, the one that moved me , my love. Just like the rain you disrupted my heart, and I knew,  SHIT  I already fell in love.                                                                                                                             - Nyctophilia ...